I need this like water in my lungs We're drowning in silence I'm biting my restless tongue Cause we're too consumed and too shallow Playing the victims. playing the innocent ones But I'll find some way to cut myself open Over and over again And I'll find some way to bare it all
Life doesn't give you a second canvas. So all you can do is paint on. And, sometimes, even over.
Forgive me, forgive me not I'm sorry for what it's worth, I know I'm wrong Can't you see I'm still me? Are you listening?
I tried to be the one that ever body loved Where has that gotten me? I tear myself to shreds to prove that I'm someone that I could never be Now these unsightly marks define me
So help me please someone come quick I think I am losing it Forgive me I inherited this From a stranger I'll never miss. I'm sick
So, I'll stay up all night with these bloodshot eyes While these walls surround me with the story of our life
I feel so much better, now that you're gone forever I tell myself that I don't miss you at all I'm not lying, denying that I feel so much better Now that you're gone forever
So now you're running, it's hard to see clearly. When I make you angry, you're stuck in the past And now you're screaming, can you forgive me? I'VE TREATED YOU BADLY, BUT I AM STILL HERE
Sometimes I wonder why I am still waiting Sometimes I'm shaking, that's how you made me.
Sometimes I question why I'm still here Sometimes I think I am going crazy Can you help me understand?
And now you wish that you meant something, And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else. And now you wish that you met someone, And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else.
You look at me through clouded eyes I know you see through my lies See the skies, see the stars, All of this could be ours Out of sight, out of mind We've been through this a thousand times You turn your back and make me feel so crazy.
You know I would wait forever.
And I'm the one that should mean something But still you wish that you meant something to somebody else.
Is this worth fighting for? You're worth fighting for. As I face the crowd and take a bow, this time it's up to you. Time is up for me. Cause Ive been biting my tongue for far too long. I know that I'm to blame.
Would you still want to see me, if you knew how i feel? You claim you still love him, I can't see how it's real. We went out for just a drive, it turned into the story of your life.
Hope you can't sleep and you dream about it and when you dream, I hope you can't sleep and you scream about it. I hope your conscience eats at you, and you can't breath without me.
But I believe there is something here to be learned of grace. Cause I can't help but love you, even with a heart that breaks. Like the promises you made.
I will love you even when you won't let me, and you will kill me by doing nothing. But I know it's not you, my dear, I know it's not you. It's the nothing that kills.
I can't save you but I will love you no, I can't save you but I will love you I'd like to think that this is love lost in second chances without end this is romance.
What I want is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who I need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention. Somebody addicted to me, a mutual addiction.
So if you miss me, or you get lonely, then you can swim back to me and I'll be watching the sea for when you dance over the breakers and waltz up the beach Swim back to me, cause you've been gone since spring. You know that we can't breath alone in the Gulf Stream. What if we swam into nothing? At least you'd still be beside me. So if we swam into nothing, I'd still be smiling.
So you tried to be honest, but honesty blew this time. You should have lied.
Where are you? And I'm so sorry.. I cannot sleep, I cannot dream tonight. I need somebody and always.
I hear you choking on your words again, the secrets in your throat. And I really wish you'd say what you're thinking. We've been down this road so many times before, my stomach cannot take it. I've been killing time, you've been crossing lines.
No, I won't let it go. Douse myself in gasoline So don't save me when you come into the fire I'd rather die than have to see your smile You made me swear, I can't sleep. Realize all these things that you took from me. Smash my heart into dust Suffocate my mind Tear me apart from inside Smash apart what you created How can I ever stop you from crushing my soul?
You're speeding my breathing & I can't help but seeing, everything I wants inside of you.
But what would you need me for You've got friends galore And all you'll ever be to me a a stupid lying excuse for a person.
Empty fields move me so much more than rooms filled up with friends the way the trees look dead remind that there's more to life to living Maybe giving up's not that bad but part of letting go of you.
The hardest things to say are the things that mean the most So I'll bite my tongue until it bleeds and I doubt you'll ever know The easiest things to fake are the feelings to fool someone else And I've been tricked for so long by you that I spent the last few months in my own hell.
I never thought it possible I think I fell in love with someone worse than me & I love you to death I just don't think I like you anymore.
Well the stench of this place is almost as bad as the memory tied to it. I've tried to forget that sickening stench with everything I've got, But you can't trust a heart that was cold from the start. You just waste your time on it.
Is this really happening? I swear I'll never be happy again And don't you dare say we can just be friends Im not just some boy you can sway We knew it'd happen eventually
